Alright so I haven't written in here in a while...

Well prom was fun, but that was a long time ago, spent all of like 5 mins w/ my date, but hey its cool. I had tons of fun.

ONE MORE FINAL 2MORRO!!! Physics, its gonna be a bitch ahhh well. Im suppose to be going to the beach but the weather doesnt seem to be cooperating.  So im going over my friend Ashleys from WA...havent seen her in 4ever!!! Then some summer league bball.  Definitely played an awesome game against spm tuesday night...HN cmc champs r back at it!!!

ANNYYWAAYYYS I cant wait for summer.  But honestly i have so much shit to do. Let's make a little list, it will make me feel better.  First and most important...get my damn license, then college shit, college showcases maybe?, ummm baystate games would be a great idear, but im a douche, bball camp at anna maria, camp sunshine, field hockey summer league, bball summer league, captains practices, senior pictures, computer class at quinsig (oh yayah! haha), maybe ill find sometime for a week at hampton how bout that, and maybe a few weekends playing some asa softball w/ tania palumbo n some of the other hn girlies. Im missing something....o ya every monday ill probably be babysitting my niece.  Lastly, a job would be clutch huh? I think im working hopefully 2 or 3 weeks at some assumption camp...field hockey? softball? maybe a whole athletic one....we'll see.  BUt itd be an awesome summer job b/c im doing what I Love AND IM OUT IN THE SUNNN!!

o yeaaaah

SO theres the massive list for ya

OMG ya i also have diesel assignments for ap physics, ap calculus, and ap english....basically maybe i can spare like 2 hrs a week for my friends? no im kidding ill spare like 2 hrs for all this shit....PARTYIN W/ THE CREW THIS SUMMER!!!

HELLLSSS YESSSSS I plan on actually havin some fun seeing as school sports dont go on during the summer ...like MIAA shnat lol

OK so im out studying al il more for physics

N 2morro is michelle cormiers birthday so happy early birthday biznatch!!!!

I just read my last entry...and its really gay.  Well actually, all of them are, but whatever. Soooo...prom is on friday! I can't wait its going to be so much fun.  I can't wait to get all dressed up n shizat. For those of you who don't know and probably don't care...I'm going w/ Josh, seeing as my first plan didn't work. AH WELL!

Today I got so much accomplished.  Went to the mall at 11 w/ my mom right when it opened.  I definitely got like a whole new summer wardrobe. Not b/c I'm a brat, but b/c I honestly need new clothes.  NOTHING from last year fits me.  Well at least the shorts n stuff.  Ya, nothing will fit over my ass...ya that fat bubble about 3 ft below my head haha. I guess that's a good thing, for now. While I'm at the mall, Hachey calls me and asks if i want to go to the mall with her.  So obviously I told her just to meet me there, seeing as I was already there.  Then me n my mom finished shopping and I met up w/ Hach and we went to the boys game down the lake.  They lost...but it was a good game.

Soooo now im seeing if anyone wants to go to a soccer game w/ me.  Chris n a few other HN kids are on a team that is playing Grafton.  Of course, I want to go to this game...to watch my friends play.  Ya um, annnnd for other reasons that will remain unspoken.

How bout...

I've realized that I really need to go w/ my gut instinct instead of listening to other ppl.  This is especially when it comes to relationships.  I've had little ones off and on...but there is one that I wish I never ended.  The funny thing...its almost a yr since this particular one, and I'm still thinking about it/him lol.  So obviously...this means something to me.  I hope this summer brings us back to where we left off.  I really miss him and wish I wasnt such a crapface. ahhh well...the summer is coming...annnnnd everything will be all set then! KNOCK ON WOOD!

so that was boring...i apologize haha

and if any of u want to see pics of my beautiful niece/godchild IM me

Today...ummm well lets just say its that time of the month and everything is hitting me the WRONG way. First, I tweak out (who says that anymore) on a few of my friends, but one of them deserved it. Then I get frustrated w/ some gay work in physics that doesn't even count.  And last softball...I get pissed at myself b/c well I can't do the 2 mile run be4 tryouts.  I expected my ankle to be all better and ready to go b/c i havent done anything on it since the Leominister game at WPI.  Well...I was wrong.  I can still feel it bothering me and I have hardly done anything on it. Tomorrow is the real deal, even though I'm not "trying out." So we will see how this bad boy holds up.

BUT I must say...I don't know what I would do w/o this softball team. After a few minutes w/ them I was my wacky self again. LOVE YOU GIRLS TONS!!!

And since i guess i was an ass or something lol...thanks tom for caring haha

But ya andrew is hatt shit for talking to me about my depressing away msg. Thanks pal!

now im hungry again and i need to shower

ill be all smiles again 2morro! sry bout the bitchyness 2day guys! lol